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August 30, 2013 · 12:38 am

Out of Nowhere

Everything is so familiar

Like an ocean breeze

Smelling of salt, warmed

With the summer’s heat

As if you never leave

The memories still vivid

Mixing of good and bad

Heart and mind spinning

Lingering feelings of nostalgia

The last few weeks of summer,

We slowly divulge as the

World gets back to work

You were cold, but kept me warm

As my rose-tinted glasses

Clear, let me relish what’s near

As I dream of you in the ocean’s breeze.

~HonestLynne

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August 23, 2013 · 11:23 pm

Sometimes It Just Takes a Little Reminder

I was reminded

Of what it means

To be human again

Before we became a

World full of Cynicism

And non-believers.

When it was second nature

To take someone

At their word.

When the word hope

Was more than just

A laughable concept.

When people

Were believed

To be able to change.

I was reminded.

That deep down,

I’m still that human being.

Even if I forgot for a little while.

~HonestLynne

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August 15, 2013 · 12:53 am

An Alter Ego

Been battling feelings

Of the sinful nature

Been rolling around

In skin that’s not mine

It is so freeing

To be self-indulging

Knowing they are

Throwing me side glances

For something is peculiar

Must give up

The addiction

Of living as my alter ego

Crawl out into

my old world

Never forgetting

The feeling of sin

upon my skin.

~HonestLynne

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August 12, 2013 · 10:32 pm

A Heavenly Spell

Come

Help me forget

What I don’t want to remember

With a touch so soft

Lips lead me into a distant world

Turn my head into a foggy morning

With nibbles and tickles

Bury me deep in sensations

So my eyes will never yearn to open

~HonestLynne

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August 12, 2013 · 1:26 am

Sleepless Thoughts

I sat talking across from the person that knows me too well.

She is the mirror that I can’t avoid.

I have been fooling myself for so long,

I don’t normally get away with it this long.

Trying to justify my inner feelings

It’s normally a breeze to put feelings on paper,

But I’m having a hard time admitting those words.

“You are not that type of person.”

How do you ignore that statement?

They are words that seep into your psyche.

None of this makes any sense.

But I suppose it shows the truth,

Of how my head is truly working.

One last thought before I go,

I want to forgive you,

But I’m no longer that person

I’m the person you made me become.

I don’t know how to change that.

~HonestLynne

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July 19, 2013 · 12:16 am

Euphoria

So much joy

To be expressed

On paper

Can’t find the words

to show the feeling

of my heart

skipping beats

of exuberant delight

at the thought

of my life’s blessings

as I sit

in pleasurable denial.

~HonestLynne

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July 14, 2013 · 12:23 am

Hitting Pause

What a week!

Or was it a month?

Everywhere I turned

So many emotions

A business venture

A funeral

Late nights

Early mornings

So much joy

Yet so much sadness

Mentally exhausted

I never let myself stop moving

In fear of a mental lapse

Even in sleep

Wheels keep turning

Needing a way to escape

My world

So I thank you all for writing such beautiful works

Allowing me to take a few minutes

And take glimpses into your worlds

While hitting pause on mine

~HonestLynne

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July 7, 2013 · 11:44 pm

Not That Simple

Someone said to me today,

“How did you do everything right?”

I keep doing things that make me happy.

Simple as that.

I can tell you though, happiness is a full time job.

Now that you mention it, it’s not that simple.

~HonestLynne

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July 2, 2013 · 10:33 pm

The Reveal

Before you can move on,

You have to admit what went wrong.

Do you know how long that took?

Before the guilt-ridden feelings,

Stubborn-ness and anger passed,

Allowing my mind to finally,

Believe what my heart was telling me.

I turned myself into someone you needed,

The rock that you could always lean on.

I was being pushed into the ground,

Not being able to come up to breathe.

No longer a rock but a pebble,

Being tossed around by someone’s shoe.

All the sad and broken feelings,

The passive aggressive revealing,

Must seem dark,

Getting a glimpse into my heart.

But through the year of self imposed torture,

I knew my heart was still pure,

I still wanted to apologize,

For leaving you without your rock.

I just –

Couldn’t take it any longer.

~HonestLynne

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July 1, 2013 · 9:52 pm

A Heart Cleanse

You won’t think this is about you,

Because why would you?

There is nothing in mind,

That would say you were mine.

Who knew a heart could ache,

Even after it breaks.

The past is the past,

But the feelings still last.

So I will try to be civil,

Tell my head to give a little.

For I still think about you,

For a moment or two.

I mean this in the nicest way,

**I hope, my old friend, your life will be as amazing as you say.**

~HonestLynne

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Everything is so familiar

Like an ocean breeze

Smelling of salt, warmed

With the summer’s heat

As if you never leave

The memories still vivid

Mixing of good and bad

Heart and mind spinning

Lingering feelings of nostalgia

The last few weeks of summer,

We slowly divulge as the

World gets back to work

You were cold, but kept me warm

As my rose-tinted glasses

Clear, let me relish what’s near

As I dream of you in the ocean’s breeze.

~HonestLynne

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I was reminded

Of what it means

To be human again

Before we became a

World full of Cynicism

And non-believers.

When it was second nature

To take someone

At their word.

When the word hope

Was more than just

A laughable concept.

When people

Were believed

To be able to change.

I was reminded.

That deep down,

I’m still that human being.

Even if I forgot for a little while.

~HonestLynne

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Been battling feelings

Of the sinful nature

Been rolling around

In skin that’s not mine

It is so freeing

To be self-indulging

Knowing they are

Throwing me side glances

For something is peculiar

Must give up

The addiction

Of living as my alter ego

Crawl out into

my old world

Never forgetting

The feeling of sin

upon my skin.

~HonestLynne

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Come

Help me forget

What I don’t want to remember

With a touch so soft

Lips lead me into a distant world

Turn my head into a foggy morning

With nibbles and tickles

Bury me deep in sensations

So my eyes will never yearn to open

~HonestLynne

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So much joy

To be expressed

On paper

Can’t find the words

to show the feeling

of my heart

skipping beats

of exuberant delight

at the thought