You decimate my impulse control
with a glance in my direction,
causing me not to feel a swoon,
but the need to punch you in the face.
I’m not a violent person,
my blood pressure elevates
until it pushes all common sense
out of my finger tips.
I’m no longer human,
just a vessel filled to the brim
with memories and emotions
of everytime you wronged me.
I hate what I become.
A zombie with red eyes
my only goal in afterlife
is to bash your brains.
I swear this is not me,
just a horrible recipe.
I added faith and kindness,
I expected human decency,
What I got was society,
brown and bubbling
it’s fragrance toxic to the mind.
You are their best accomplishment.
They praise you for being
decisive and independent.
You do not run by people’s expectations,
what a revolutionary.
I am too innocent, they say,
Rose-colored glasses on my nose,
I am foolish
to expect the golden rule.
I am just a second chance,
no worries, extra-mile,
works late on fridays,
smiles at strangers girl.
So, I’ll just pull my sunglasses down,
my eyes turn into sunsets,
fueled by the fire behind them,
to prove you wrong.
An Everyday Girl's Outlet 